Well, if I die in my sleep tonight or go into a diabetic coma or something, at least you'll have this.
I woke up this morning feeling really low on energy, so it took me a little while to get going. I went to Boulder to buy my one book, whereupon I realized that I am going to be in college. Again. A part of the college community and all that includes. It's a little scary, a little annoying, a little exciting.
I did some grocery shopping and picked up my meds, then went home and took a nap. After I got up, Phoenix and I went to get some dog food (I've opted not to go ultra-fancy-natural just yet) and we went to my parents' house to pick up my dad's bike and some salsa for Tiff. Which I then brought to her. Then I went home. Kate called me and I sat and talked to her for a short while, but while I was talking to her I started to feel like I was high or something. Light-headed, really shaky and my heart was pounding. It just went away by itself, I guess, but while I was in the shower just now it came back, and it took every ounce of energy I could muster to finish showering. I am still kind of shaky. I feel like I've got low blood-sugar, which is impossible because I ate a big salad a couple of hours ago, with feta, croutons and ranch dressing. So I definitely have sugar in my blood. I feel sort of bloated, like I'm really super full, even though I haven't really eaten anything today except some salsa, that salad and some pink lemonade. I don't like feeling this way.
It hit me while I was in the shower that maybe it's diabetes, since I have a lot of the symptoms of the onset of it. Peeing a lot, being super thirsty, low energy, etc. So if I die in my sleep from diabetic shock, someone needs to make sure they look at that. Obviously I'm being facetious and a hypochondriac (gotta stick with your strengths!), but the fact that my heart rate is way too high even though I'm not doing anything is disturbing me a bit. No pain, just some nausea and shakiness.
I had a loooooong talk with Kara last night, and it was great. She called me around 11pm and we talked for over 2 hours about life, mental illness, how stupid people are, etc. I miss her a lot, but I'm really glad I got to talk to her for a good long while and get caught up with her.
Now I need to go to bed because I really do feel like crap and I'd like to wake up not feeling like crap. *Hope*
I woke up this morning feeling really low on energy, so it took me a little while to get going. I went to Boulder to buy my one book, whereupon I realized that I am going to be in college. Again. A part of the college community and all that includes. It's a little scary, a little annoying, a little exciting.
I did some grocery shopping and picked up my meds, then went home and took a nap. After I got up, Phoenix and I went to get some dog food (I've opted not to go ultra-fancy-natural just yet) and we went to my parents' house to pick up my dad's bike and some salsa for Tiff. Which I then brought to her. Then I went home. Kate called me and I sat and talked to her for a short while, but while I was talking to her I started to feel like I was high or something. Light-headed, really shaky and my heart was pounding. It just went away by itself, I guess, but while I was in the shower just now it came back, and it took every ounce of energy I could muster to finish showering. I am still kind of shaky. I feel like I've got low blood-sugar, which is impossible because I ate a big salad a couple of hours ago, with feta, croutons and ranch dressing. So I definitely have sugar in my blood. I feel sort of bloated, like I'm really super full, even though I haven't really eaten anything today except some salsa, that salad and some pink lemonade. I don't like feeling this way.
It hit me while I was in the shower that maybe it's diabetes, since I have a lot of the symptoms of the onset of it. Peeing a lot, being super thirsty, low energy, etc. So if I die in my sleep from diabetic shock, someone needs to make sure they look at that. Obviously I'm being facetious and a hypochondriac (gotta stick with your strengths!), but the fact that my heart rate is way too high even though I'm not doing anything is disturbing me a bit. No pain, just some nausea and shakiness.
I had a loooooong talk with Kara last night, and it was great. She called me around 11pm and we talked for over 2 hours about life, mental illness, how stupid people are, etc. I miss her a lot, but I'm really glad I got to talk to her for a good long while and get caught up with her.
Now I need to go to bed because I really do feel like crap and I'd like to wake up not feeling like crap. *Hope*
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