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Signs and symptoms of dissociative identity disorder include:

• lapses in memory (dissociation), particularly of significant life events, like birthdays, weddings, or birth of a child
• experiencing blackouts in time, resulting in finding oneself in places but not recalling how one traveled there
• being frequently accused of lying when they do not believe they are lying (for example, being told of things they did but do not recall)
• finding items in one's possession but not recalling how those things were acquired
• encountering people with whom one is unfamiliar but who seem to know them sometimes as someone else
• being called names that are completely unlike their own name or nickname
• finding items they have clearly written but are in handwriting other than their own
• hearing voices inside their head that are not their own
• not recognizing themselves in the mirror
• feeling unreal (derealization)
• feeling like they are watching themselves move through life rather than living their own life
• feeling like more than one person.

I don't have anything to write about today.  It was my day off so I just took it easy.  Didn't really do much thinking, but did sleep quite a bit.  I feel lonely.  I haven't received any text messages from anyone who is not in my family in days.  I don't know why, but it makes me wonder if I've done something wrong.

*"Dissociative Identity Disorder Symptoms, Causes, Treatment - What Causes Dissociative Identity Disorder on MedicineNet." Web. 03 Dec. 2010. <http://www.medicinenet.com/dissociative_identity_disorder/page2.htm#causes>.