Mother of God I am tired! I figured it out. When I was in school over the summer, it wasn't so bad because it was only one class I was going to. Now it's three. I think it's being on campus all day after being at work all day, day after day after day.
Today was fine. I had a lot of trouble waking up this morning, but I woke up after I got to the gym. I think I'm going to have to start pushing myself more. Which I don't want to do. Anyway, turns out I did really horribly on my Anatomy test - I got a 58%. So there's that. At least I don't have to wonder any more. I went back to the doctor for my lab results, and everything is fine, except for having high cholesterol. She had me make an appointment with a therapist, a psychiatrist, the sports medicine doc, a nutritionist and the lady doctor. Which I did. I've gained 3lbs since last week which is so fucking frustrating. That's why I'm seeing the nutritionist and I am supposed to ask my other lady doc about weight gain as a side-effect of the Lupron shots when I go in for my next one.
I just have to keep telling myself that it's going to go, I just have to wait for it and keep working. By December I will see the results I'm looking for, I just have to keep working. It'll happen.
That's about it. I want to be really proud of myself for continuing to function like a normal human being even though I don't want to. I think that anyone who has been in this place would be really proud and impressed.
Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming....
Today was fine. I had a lot of trouble waking up this morning, but I woke up after I got to the gym. I think I'm going to have to start pushing myself more. Which I don't want to do. Anyway, turns out I did really horribly on my Anatomy test - I got a 58%. So there's that. At least I don't have to wonder any more. I went back to the doctor for my lab results, and everything is fine, except for having high cholesterol. She had me make an appointment with a therapist, a psychiatrist, the sports medicine doc, a nutritionist and the lady doctor. Which I did. I've gained 3lbs since last week which is so fucking frustrating. That's why I'm seeing the nutritionist and I am supposed to ask my other lady doc about weight gain as a side-effect of the Lupron shots when I go in for my next one.
I just have to keep telling myself that it's going to go, I just have to wait for it and keep working. By December I will see the results I'm looking for, I just have to keep working. It'll happen.
That's about it. I want to be really proud of myself for continuing to function like a normal human being even though I don't want to. I think that anyone who has been in this place would be really proud and impressed.
Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming....
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